Pillar of strength
Dear Future Husband,
At this point of time, I am between two feelings- sometime feeling there is something rather odd on the left hand and sometimes forgetting it is there. Between these feelings there are thoughts of amaze, wonder and fear at the same time that life is moving ahead.
There is a sense of comfort and security that life is moving ahead with you.
I know we have spoken about our fears and anxiety of the life ahead; but whatever said and done, there is a comfort in knowing that it is You.
I saw how you’re with kids, how playful you’re, funny, quirky; and how my friends are so comfortable with and around you. There is comfort in knowing of the future days of creating our space and mingling with the world outside of us.
I find comfort in knowing that even when I have lowest of lows, when I have these unpredictable and involuntary mood swings; being unreasonable, you’re undeterred. You are there. And there is peace in knowing that .
In times of self doubt and fear of the unknown, you are all enduring and most importantly, my pillar of strength.
So as we move ahead; with 90 days to go, I feel more confident each day that we are capable to building a life together; meet each other half way and lift each other up.
You’re my constant cheerleader and I love you for that and for many other countless reasons. Thank you for all that you are, a beautiful and wonderful human being.
I love you,
Cheer
